After All These Years….

I want to speak in a positive way. The truth is the time we are living in is uncharted water for me and I must assume most people. I have never seen anything like it and my only point of reference are stories my father would share with me about when he was a little boy and how times were hard as he was growing up at the end of the Great Depression.

I am choosing to not be in fear and I am choosing to focus on gratitude and love. I have chosen to take this time and find joy in little things. Before anyone gets their tail in a knot let me tell you I am a grandmother and a mother and I have concerns for all people everywhere but I choose to focus on what i can do in a positive way.

I wanted to upload a video of this candle because it makes me smile because it crackles just like a fireplace and smells wonderful, but alas navigating this blog has been a challenge and it seems the old ways of just allowing one to upload a video are gone without paying $$$ Ugh!

Once I knew I would be off work for a while I bought some air dry clay and created some little bead faces. I want to do more little projects with the clay. The brand I bought was $10 Amaco Air Dry Clay for 10 pounds at Hobby Lobby. It is moist but dries relatively quick. I made 30 of these little faces.

In between being creative and life in general I have been organizing things that have been neglected for a really long time and I will continue to do so, also taking short walks outside.

It snowed last night and this morning there was sunshine and snow on the ground and I breathed in the cool air and thanked God for another day.

(Not a very clear picture) but this little 12 pound guy is such a joy for me. He is my constant companion when I am home.

Lastly I wanted to share something I found on instagram……

“And the people stayed home. And read books and listened, and rested, and exercised, and made art, and played games, and learned a new way of being, and were still. And listened more deeply. Some meditated, some prayed, some danced. Some met their shadows. And the people began to think differently.

“And the people instead healed. And, in the absence of people living in ignorant, dangerous, mindless, and heartless ways, the earth began to heal.

“And when the danger passed, and the people joined together again, they grieved their losses, and made new choices, and dreamed new images, and created new ways to live and heal the earth fully, as they had been healed”

—–Kitty O’Mears

I think this says it all……

I am wishing you all brightest blessings.

the gift of a heart…

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I just received this lovely hooked heart pin from one of my favorite  people/blogs…

Mary Stanley at Art Spirit.

( Mary, I promise the heart and house only touched the ground for a nano second

while I snapped the photo. It is so cold nothing stuck to them. lol)

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It came in this amazing little bag….

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The little bird was made in Japan…

how cool is that?

Every detail was so amazing to me!

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there is even the tiniest, softest  feather on the package!

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There was even a little house ornament included.

It will be displayed year round!

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Lastly, a cute owl card.

(Owls are a significant symbol for me.)

: )

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Mary I am so touched by your gift…

You are the “Queen of hearts!”

A heart felt thank you!

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The winter of the heart

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I have added the words “the winter of the heart”.

(I have  embroidered some of the words since this photo was taken.)

I am beginning to understand that there are

seasons to the world and seasons within our soul.

Like the water from the ocean and how the tide pulls the water out and back again.

Once, while visiting Cape Cod years ago and the children were small I marveled

at how the water would become so shallow that you could walk for almost a mile

out. Little children and adults a like would walk out as if it was a shallow pond.

But, by evening time the water would rise and it would be impossible to do that.

Perhaps there are times in our lives that become “open doors” or “gateways” for

something new…perhaps a positive change.

Maybe a change of heart….

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Cropcircle and a heart

I was thinking about something I had drawn about a year ago….

I was thinking “what if” you were looking down on a cross and it was spinning really fast…

or “what if” you were looking at our body layed out like a cross and it was spinning really fast…

what would it look like?

Perhaps a ball of light???

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(my journal from last year)

I was thinking about the heart as a communicator through sound….which led me

to think of crop circles.

What if we are ” co-creators” of crop circles via heart sounds or heart “songs”???

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I added beads and lines from the heart to indicate waves and light.

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The journey…

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Heaven bend to take my hand and lead me through the fire.

Be the long awaited answer….

Truth be told I’ve tried my best …

and the cost was

so much more than I could bear…..

and yet, the pilgrimage continues…

As I move forward into the New Year I am grateful for my art and artist friends.

I think everyone faces a lot and if we knew what the road would bring we

would run the other way and certainly make different choices.

In a positive light I believe their is hope…

From a Quantum Physics choice…we choose the outcome and I like that!

So I choose a Hopeful and Happy New Year!

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Putting all the heart pieces together.

Peace to you.

bitter…

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The word “bitter” is embroidered on a piece of linen…

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a heart that is sad…

(note: the flecks of white are from netting I cut up. I will show the reason I used that later.

The flecks of netting just did not get brushed away.)

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The road we travel in life can bring bitterness and we must take

the bitter with the sweet.

I suppose if we don’t experience the coldness or bitterness we would

not know the warmth or sweetness of life.

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a butterfly…